FUCK YOU!

I just feel like cursing at the whole fuckin world right now. I know i'm not suposed to let my anger get the best of me, but I'm seriously irritated. I'm so ready to get the fuck out of my house, and away from everybody who lives out here. I don't care if you're one of my bests, I just HAVE to get out of here. I usually don't care, but just today I'm heated. I don't give a fuck about school, i don't give a fuck about males, i don't give a fuck about ANYTHING accept how to calm myself down. I hope this writing helps because I already went off on 2 people today. I'm just...soooo angry. Everything is pissing me off right now. Its starting to rain outside and honestly, I'm getting mad cause i fucking HATE the rain! I just wanna tell everyone to go fuck themselves case quite frankly i don't give a shit about anything! Life really isn't fair. Good things happen to bad people, and bad things happen to good people. Lazy people get shit that HARD WORKING people NEVER get, or never see. The rich steal from the poor, and the poor NEVER get a break. Dirty cops put away good people, and they go out and celebrate. People who don't get what they work hard for and have been praying for for years see people who just wanted it "just cause" take it from them! And this is why sometimes, I can't see why people put all their trust in God. Why would something that is good stand for evil? Or maybe evil just overuns the good. Sometimes, i think what evil makes things seem evil because you believe they are that way. I don't know. Maybe it's just cause i'm angry that i feel this way. I doubt I'll feel this way tmrw unless someone makes me angry or it rains tmrw. GOODNIGHT!

Alexz Johnson-Time To Be Your 21 (this song is my LIFE)

You never lied to me not once
Its not your fault that I cant trust
Its in my past, its in my path and I can't go there
Making a mess out of this game
To see it all go up in flames
So tired of being ruthless and wreckless
Time to be your only one
To almost be you're way too young
Time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21
Time to dream that love will last
Time to drive my car too fast
Time to walk before I run
Time to be
Ohh time to be your 21
I don't believe in love and I
I pull it to the wall
I tasted sweetness there to laugh so hard as it falls
And I could push you there if you don't stop me
Push you there if you don't stop me
Please stop me
Time to be your only one
To almost be you're way too young
Time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21
Time to dream that love will last
Time to drive my car too fast
Time to walk before I run
Time to be
Ohh time to be your 21
Its gut wrenching sometimes
Its life threatening sometimes
Seems like nothing can wash it all away
Time to be your only one
To almost be you're way too young
Time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21
Time to dream that love will last
Time to drive my car too fast
Time to walk before I run
Time to be your 21